I’VE MOVED

I HAVE  DECIDED TO MOVE MY BLOG to blogger.   A few varying reasons but for the most part, I have more options with backgrounds that are FREE.

If you have been following me, please check me out on

http://theveryhungryhousewife.blogspot.com

You have to be invited so please email me @ mom2fivegirls@gmail.com

I look forward to seeing your comments there.

~J

Happy and Fat

IT’S OFFICIAL!  I am still obese at 215.  This past week there has been no working out except for the walking back and forth to the market and up and down the stairs with the every increasing laundry loads.  It’s ok though.  I am fairly happy that I am at least not gaining weight back.  That in and of it’s self is a miracle.

My daughter began the cleanse with me on Monday.  She is doing really really well.  She has lost 5lbs in 3 days.  I am sure  a lot of hers is water weight.  She really wasn’t eating well.  Tons of preservatives and such.  I really hope she succeeds.  She is such a beautiful girl.  I know she will be pleased with her results when she reaches her goal.

Well, someone please come by the house and get me up at 4 AM.  I need to work out!

 

~J

Still Plugging Along….

I AM PAINFULLY PLUGGING AWAY at this diet.  I have been wavering between 212 and 217.  It’s that number again….I cant’ get away from it.  I had wanted to be at 200 by my trip which is upcoming much too quickly now.  If  I could just stay with my cleanse for 3 days…I could jumpstart my weight loss again.  I am fine in the mornings.  It’s 2 PM and on that is my downfall.  Maybe I need to be sleeping during those hours?    Well, all I know is I have 10 days.  I should be able to get down to at last 210???

Back on Track

FOR TWO DAYS NOW I have been doing the cleanse.  This morning is day 3.  So far, I have dropped 2lbs.  I am pleased with this outcome and yet, I crave carbs.  I will have to brainstorm what is pushing me to sabatage myself.  It just has to be emotional.  I will delve further into this idea.

~J

Just What Am I Thinking?

THIS MORNING HAS BEEN AWFUL ALREADY.  I never ate breakfast and immediately got busy with balancing the checkbook (that was not so awful, unbelievably).  We had overtime at my office and I left to make my way in but realized I was very hungry.  This is a pattern my husband hates.  As usual, I did what I have always done in the past….I stopped at Einstein’s.  I ate my regular bacon, egg and cheddar on a challah roll.  I also added for extra padding, a cinnamon/walnut creation that was mouthwatering.  I didn’t even make it to the gym.  I am disgusted with myself and embarassed that I can’t seem to stay with this.

Enough!  I will restart my cleanse tomorrow (I seem to like to do that on Sunday for some reason) and begin again.

This Week’s Goal:

Sunday through Friday, strict cleanse.

Friday begin MD Diet and weigh in at the clinic.  Receive a shot.

I have a total of 3 weeks to reach my larger goal.  That is 16lbs from now.  That is 5.5 lbs roughly each week.  That is absolutely reasonable with dedication and planning.  I CAN do this.  It is not impossible.  I have the ability to realize this dream.

I will reach my goal!

~J