Just What Am I Thinking?
March 7, 2009
THIS MORNING HAS BEEN AWFUL ALREADY. I never ate breakfast and immediately got busy with balancing the checkbook (that was not so awful, unbelievably). We had overtime at my office and I left to make my way in but realized I was very hungry. This is a pattern my husband hates. As usual, I did what I have always done in the past….I stopped at Einstein’s. I ate my regular bacon, egg and cheddar on a challah roll. I also added for extra padding, a cinnamon/walnut creation that was mouthwatering. I didn’t even make it to the gym. I am disgusted with myself and embarassed that I can’t seem to stay with this.
Enough! I will restart my cleanse tomorrow (I seem to like to do that on Sunday for some reason) and begin again.
This Week’s Goal:
Sunday through Friday, strict cleanse.
Friday begin MD Diet and weigh in at the clinic. Receive a shot.
I have a total of 3 weeks to reach my larger goal. That is 16lbs from now. That is 5.5 lbs roughly each week. That is absolutely reasonable with dedication and planning. I CAN do this. It is not impossible. I have the ability to realize this dream.
I will reach my goal!
~J
